:: Ada satu citer nih... ::

Entering Final Trimester

Last Saturday rasa mcm public holiday je utk me.. hihihi
After bout a month me asyik terperuk dlm wad n rumah..
No jalan2 cari makan, no enjoy2, minda mmg tak berkembang langsung rasanya time tu..
So, sabtu tu pujuk2la the husband.. bawak me jenjalan..
Sbb rasa mcm dah ape jer badan and minda ni..
Tatau ape dah jadik kt luar nun..

Luckily azhar agreed.. tu pun tatau nk gi mana..
Syaratnyer takleh gi jauh2..
Kalu ikutkan mmg takleh gi mana2 lagi pun..
So MINES paling dekat yg Azhar agreed nak bawak.
Plan nak la beli barang baby skit2.. since me asyik masuk wad.. n bleeding..
So no time utk shopping.. tatau la if incase, tetiba laa me terdeliver awal from the due date..
Kena pinjam baju aliloaqili la kot...hehehe

Sayangnya kat Anakku MINES, tak byk choice...
Lagipun me tak larat nak berjalan..
Masuk 2 3 kedai, dah rasa nak balik.. huhuhu
So, we had lunch at Station Kopitiam aje..
Lepak2 borak2.. sambil tgk gelagat manusia...

By the way, wanie nk share satu cite ni.. hehehe
Cite yang boleh dijadikan sebagai peringatan utk semua, especially.. yg ada anak kecil, bakal mendapat anak.. dan semua la yang ada anak sedara, anak angkat, adik2 yang masih kecil..
Ni berlaku masa on the way nk gi MINES la..
Azhar stopped kt Petronas, nak isi minyak...

Sampai je stesen minyak, rasa mcm pelik jer..
Ada satu kete ni, ramai plak orang berkumpul kat situ..
Erm.. me pun duk fikir.. apehal lak tu?
Ada orang pengsan ke dlm kete..

Nasibla Azhar isi minyak betul2 sebelah pam tempat kete tu parking..
So leh la me join 'jaga tepi kain orang' gak... hehehe
Cuaca time tu panas terik...
Owh rupanya ada budak kecil dalam kete tu.. rasanye dlm umur 2tahun camtu kot..
Me pun tak sure sgt laa...Budak kecil tu terkunci dalam kete ayah dia..

Dengar2 orang yg ada time kejadian tu cite...
Ayah dia kuar nak isi minyak.... Then mak dia plak kuar gi toilet.. So tinggal anak dia jer dlm kete.. Kunci kete ayah dia tinggalkan kt dalam... Hurmmm.. soo, tetiba anak dia pi tekan button 'lock' tu.. So semua pintu dah terkunci..

Aduiiiii...
Dah satu keje plak nk bukak pintu kete...
Semua bagi instruction kt budak kecil tu..
Suh bukak pintu..
Tapi budak kecil tu mana la nk faham kan....
Dia duk lepak je kat seat belakang..
Rasanya lama jugak budak kecil tu duk dlm kete tu...
Dlm keadaan kepanasan satu hal la...

Byk la usaha2 dilakukan..
Ada yg cabut getah kt tepi cermin... pun tak jalan gak...
Me tak tau la at last, cemana diorang solve kan prob tu..
Either ayah dia balik rumah amek kunci spare ke..
Pecahkan cermin kete ke..
Panggil tukang kunci ke.....Wallahuallam..

Tapi for me, ni adalah satu pengajaran utk semua...
Shud be, mak dia tak patut tinggalkan anak dia dlm kete sorang2 kan..
Either just tunggu sampai ayah dia selesai isi minyak..baru la ke toilet.
Or ayah dia patut buka tingkap dulu.. b4 matikan enjin..
Well, kdg2 kite selalu cuai..n tak terfikir pun hal2 mcm ni akan berlaku kt kita..

So, semoga dari citer ni, kite lebih prihatin terhadap anak2 kecil..
And sentiasa beringat...

I'Allah...

:: Mr Mama ::

ohooo...
I'm back to my working life...
Its been a month... I didn't go to the office... [poor me.. aduhhh]
I'm still in the 'quarantine' phase.. doing my works from home until my next scan on 21st May.

Soo many things going on.. and its really impacted my daily life...
GOD is testing me again and again... but as a human, when we encounter a challenge, we still have the freedom to choose how to react on it, right?
Every decision that we make has significance...

Spent my days - 2weeks at the hospital, mula2 sangat la bosan...
Of coz its good staying in the ward.. so the docs and nurses boleh monitor all the times.. even tgh tido pun diorang kejut.. nak check blood pressure...
Baju pun orang basuhkan.. makan pun orang sediakan.. eventhough paham2 jelaa makanan hospital..
Luckily, azhar belikan me game.. so belasah main game laa sampai tutup mata..
Kalau anak nanti asyik main game.. jgn salahkan ibunya yer.. hehehe

And its deeply touched, bile tgk anak2 kecil selamat lahir ke dunia...
Time tu dlm fikiran...and deep inside my heart... I'm waiting my next phase of life.. being a mom.. diri sendiri not sure, uhhh am I ready for that?

How time flies, begitu cepat masa berlalu....
Dipertemukan, bertunang, diijabkabulkan... and mengandung dlm tempoh setahun..alhamdulillah!!!
Yeah.. it will happen when it supposed to happen... dengan takdir dan kuasa Tuhan...
And not to forget, sebelum Tuhan menghadiahkan pelangi, pastinya hujan datang terlebih dahulu..Bcoz everything in GOD's hands... :)

I'm not blaming the faith...why I have been thru all this difficult path..
Bcoz life would never be "trouble free", I'm here just to share what I feel...
Life is about sharing?? hehehe...
God knows BEST!!
Juz hope dat, everything gonna be fine... and I can be much stronger than before...yeah!!
So far baby grows well!! lagi kuat dia berlatih futsal...

Currently, me away from all the housekeeping duties!! Azhar la yg jadi Mr MAMA... hew hew hew...
Dialah hang kebun, tukang masak, tukang dobi, driver etc...
But kdg2 dibantu oleh my lil sis, my mom n my mom in law... hehehe
Walaupun rumah ada tunggang terbalik skit... tapi takleh nk fikir skrg ni..
Oleh itu, anda2 tidak digalakkan utk datang ke rumah saya buat masa ni, ada pemandangan yang agak tidak menyenangkan :-P
But I noticed dat, Azhar lipat baju lagi cantek & kemas dari me!!! hahaha

I'm glad to have him in my life...
He teach me how to overcome these challenges...
Taking care of woman is not an easy job.!!
Sikit2 nangis, sensitip pun yer... hahaha..
but no matter what hard times we've been through....
My love has kept on growing for him and our little bundle of joy....

Being pregnant is such an amazing journey!!
Membesar dgn sehat, tak perlu minum milo pun... hahaha..
But as my fren said, 'dunt worry la.. pregnant mums are sexy in their own way...' hohoho I loikeee...
Skrg baru tau cemana mak kite dulu menahan sakit pinggang and belakang..dengan perut yang semakin besar...

{Saya semakin menyayangi mama saya} - MUHASABAH DIRI

me at 26weeks

[Morale of the story...]
*Trouble is part of our life, if we dont share it, we dont give the person who loves us a chance to love us enough...We must tell our partner what are we expecting from them and should ask what they expect from us...and how we favor people we love.....*

Sekian, sesi mengarut selesai. Tamated.

:: I Wish I Could Tell You Mom... ::

with Mama & Aya...

I wish I could tell you, mama
How much YOU mean to me....
But there are no words to say
how much I ADMIRE you...
how much I APPRECIATE you...
how much I THANK you
for everything you've done.

"M.O.T.H.E.R," A word that means the world to me......Hmm... my mama, my friend so dear....

Mama,
Thanks for being you..
Sangat rindu kat mama...
Harap2, mama dapat datang next week...
Jasamu hanya Tuhan yang mampu membalasnya...
Semoga mama sentiasa dilindungi dan dirahmati Allah..
Dimurahkan rezeki dan dipanjangkan usia...
Terima Kasih kerana bersusah payah membesarkan wanie...
Dun worry too much mama, I'll taking care of myself..
Love u badly!!

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Umi,
Glad to have u too...
Oleh kerana didikanmu, wanie dikurniakan seorang suami yang baik..
Alhamdulillah... Tuhan mengizinkan wanie berada disisi umi dan azhar..
Jasa umi pun hanya Tuhan yang mampu membalasnya...
Terima Kasih sebab byk jaga wanie selama ni.. shud be wanie yang tolong azhar jaga umi kan..
Proud to be a part of your family!!

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!!!

TO MAMA & UMI

:: Homesick... ::

We've been through a lot twogether...

And at this period of time....
I miss my family badly!!!

Nak balik...tapi tak boleh...
Tak boleh sebab saya sayangkan diri saya, baby & family saya....
So, keinginan itu harus diketepikan dahulu...

Like Aboh said,
'Sabarlah..wanie, ada hikmah kenapa Tuhan menduga sebegini...'


It was an amazing journey actually!!! :)

:: Aura Aurellia ::

Gambar dicilok dari my boss's blog.. ya ampun...

Sebaik saje kuar wad harituh, my Boss called.
Cit cat pasal Lagenda Aurellia ni..
Sangat eksaited!!! Uhuhuhuhu...Cant wait for this project...
Not sure yet.. cemana I can get involve....

Anyhow, wanna say Congrats to my dedicated boss and his friends!
At last, diorang dapat peluang to do it!! yeahhhh

Actually, this Lagenda Aurellia project has been approved by Cradle Investment Programme and the team will start developing it soon.

It's actually a free online game. nak tau lebih2... TUNGGGUUU!!!

:: May Allah protects my baby... ::

Every day counts.
Not in a good mood for blogging these days...
I'm currently sick...
I am just about 25th weeks pregnant.

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[ADMITTED]

Rested at home for a while, my 'brownish' discharge got out of control...
I was admitted to the hospital and having bed rested in the hospital for 5days & 4nights.
Went home to bed rest and now, still had minimal bleeding off and on...

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[LOW-LYING PLACENTA]

Actually, punca 'brownish' discharged tu adalah di sebabkan oleh low-lying placenta.
My scan at 23 weeks showed that the placenta (uri) is lying at 2cm from the cervix.
As mentioned by the doctor, chances of the placenta to move up (the placenta will migrate), is still there since kandungan saya belum sampai ke usia 28weeks.

I should be careful.... no heavy lifting, no stress, tak boleh drive, tak boleh byk bergerak..
Erm.. even saya berjalan2 dalam rumah jer pun.. still lagi bleeding...
Doctor cakap, uri saya agak matang dari usia kandungan.. which may required to deliver early (kemungkinan).

Pic source: babycenter

Saya punya case adalah 'Marginal Placenta Previa'
Actually I need to return to the hospital again.. sbb skrg the bleeding starts again...
Sangatlah boring kan duk kat hospital...
Arituh sampaikan suh Incip Azhar beli Buku Word Search tu utk hilangkan boring...


At anytime, saya akan dimasukkan ke wad semula...
Tgk kepada bleeding progress saya ni...
Air ketuban saya pun cukup2 jer ni..
Punca jadi mcm ni pun.. boleh jadi faktor genetik..
Sama case masa mama mengandungkan saya dulu...

Thanks to mama and aboh yang dah dtg 2 kali weekend...
Thanks to my dear husband.. yang kena ulang alik to hospital.. akibatnya kena keje over the weekend utk setelkan keje2 yang pending...
Thanks to lia yang sanggup beli meatball kat IKEA... utk mak buyong yg mengidam ni.. hehehe
Thanks to abah and umi yang setelkan process discharged from the hospital arituh..
Thanks to semua - sedara mara, sahabat handai yang sudi dtg melawat saya di hospital, di rumah... yang call, yang sms dan semualah yang bertanyakan khabar... :)

Hopefully, my placenta will moves up...

As long as I feel baby moving, I am okay...
Hoping for the best...

May ALLAH protects me and my baby... AMIN