:: Silih berganti ::

Ada ketika, hidup ini penuh dgn kegembiraan, kebahagiaan, gelak ketawa...
Ada ketika, hidup ini penuh dgn kekecewaan, kesedihan, iringan air mata...

Gembira dan duka itu sentiasa datang silih berganti...

Tetiba teringat akan perbualan ini;

Husband: Kenapa yer, kadang2 I rasa gembira sangat...tapi kadang2 I rasa sedih dgn tiba2.. without any reason

Wanie: U ada fikirkan ape2 ke?

Husband: Takde, sekejap I rasa hepi, tapi kadang2 tetiba je I boleh rasa sedih...

Wanie: Hurm.. mcm tulaa lumrah hidup. ada masa kite gembira, ada masa kite ketawa...

Masing2 terdiam seketika...

Husband: Erm... Ada perasaan gembira & ada perasaan sedih. Tuhan bagi kite kegembiraan supaya kite dpt lupekan akan kesedihan yg kite alami.. dan Tuhan bagi kite kesedihan supaya kite mengingati kembali kegembiraan yg kite kecapi...


22 Mei 2009

Tahniah buat pasangan Afiz & Farah Fadlina yg telah selamat diijabkabulkan...
Me tak sempat nk hadiri both kenduri disebabkan masih berada dlm wad ketika itu...
But I'm so hepi for both of them...
Rasanya belum terlewat utk wanie ucapkan selamat pengantin baru kepada mereka..
Semoga selamat menjalani kehidupan berumah tangga.
Afiz is ma fren, juga one of Azhar's bestfren dan merangkap org tgh yg bertanggungjawab menemukan me & azhar.. WINK WINK!!!

Alhamdulillah, now he's married!!

Tahniah buat Afiz & Farah

But then.....

22 June 2009

Setelah genap sebulan mereka bernikah.. adik mereka yang dikasihi telah pergi menemui Illahi..
Sesungguhnya, Allah mengasihinya dan mengambilnya lebih awal dalam dakapan kasih-Nya.

Al-Fatihah buat arwah Afdzal, the man in blue...

Memang tidak mudah utk mengikis rasa rindu kehilangan orang yang dikasihi.
Itulah tanda-tanda kasih sayang. Tidak mudah juga untuk memujuk kesunyian hilang teman dan tempat bergurau senda. Berat mata memandang, berat lagi bahu memikul..

"Kalau setiap orang itu berupaya memikiri tentang ketetapan Ilahi, qadak dan qadar ketentuan Allah, kesedaran akan timbul, bahawa tidak ada manusia yang berupaya mengubah ketentuan-Nya. Allah Maha Mengetahui rahsia yang tidak terungkai oleh pemikiran manusia di atas ketetapan-Nya.Kematian adalah rehat daripada kedukaan dunia"
- Dr Amran Kasimin

Dear Afiz & family,

Our heart is filled with sadness at your loss of Afdzal.
Our thoughts are with you and your family...
Wishing you peace & healing...
Semoga dia ditempatkan dikalangan orang2 yang beriman. AMIN

Al-fatihah.


Deepest sympathy;
Azhar & Irwanie


Pic Sources - Credit to Faizul

:: Wad 5F ::

Hye all,

It's been a while seen I last update my blog!
Not bcoz of 'BIG M' datang melanda...
I got a lot of stories to share... mcm2 kisah ada... but when it comes to 'sooo many', then dunno where to start... ehehehehe..plus not in da mood to blog laa...
Lagipun almost stories yg dah basi.. especially stories dat not-so-great laaa...

Well, I'm 32 weeks pregnant now...
After a few babak 'anak wayang' , syukur alhamdulillah... I have come dis far.
Thanks to Allah Almighty for still giving me a chance, to keep on caring my baby...
Its about another 61days to go.. until my EDD..
Either normal or Caesar delivery - kena redah jugak... :)

As for my pregnancy updates, me & my baby doing pretty fine except for my back aching & having heartburn...Hurm.. it makes me feel quite uncomfortable... since I start experiencing it in the second half of pregnancy...
Latest scan I had on 4th June (30weeks), my baby weight was around 1.5kg. My baby actively kicking, playing, moving, dancing & lepaking inside my belly while his mom keep on gaining weight... ayoyoooo...

My last checkup at Hospital Serdang was on 21st May 2009 and jeng jeng jeng...
Again, I was admitted to the hospital so that the bleeding can be monitored.
Damn bored I tell you!!
Masa tu, I was given 'dexa' injections to help my baby's lungs mature just in case he was born early (premature labour). Mental & fizikal mmg 100% tak ready lagi to give birth..
Lagi2 memikirkan my baby yg masih kecil lagi..

Dah jadi super senior dah kat WAD 5F tu.. Doctor2 pun semua tersengih 'Eh, akak ni lagi...'
High blood pressure la jugak...when the doctor asked me to stay in the ward until my baby is ready to be born... owh no! Lagi 2bulan maaa...Terus sms-ed Incip Azhar and he replied,

'Xpelah sayang, thats the best for you and our baby, eventhough not the best for me. Kita sama-sama bersabar eh. ;)'

Hurm, terus hati jadi sebak.. :(
Well, alhamdulillah.... After 2weeks me 'diperap' (pinjam ayat doctor) in da ward, I'm being allowed home again... YAHOO!! Yes, I'm at home now!!! Luckily, masa buat last scan on 4th June tu, placenta dah moved up sedikit... from PV Type 2, dah jadi PV Type 1 Anterior....
As mentioned by doctor, the placenta is still positioned low but the baby still can be born vaginally...

Thanks to everyone that has been praying for me and my baby...
Eventhough, masih keep on bleeding on & off ni, but I hope that everything will be fine...
My next checkup, 2weeks from now.. harap2 laa result ok!

Dah tak larat ni, sakit pinggang!
Till my next entry (entah bile la plak..), see ya!!

[miss my wardmate badly - kak anin, kak vaya & emira]

:: His Birthday ::

To my dear hubby,

HAPPY 30TH BIRTHDAY!!!!

Me & our baby wish for you :-

1.more happiness & happy memories
2.good health
3.become richer (so dat we can shopping more and more...hahahaha)
4.more success in your career
5.more opportunities for your personal growth

You’re the breath of life in US...
Do not worry about your age, at least you get to turn a page.... :)


Million hugs from;
Two of US